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-22 year old male conquering BPD, Anxiety, Insomnia, Type II Bipolar Disorder, PTSD

-Objectify Me</description><title>Hole in My Chest the Size of My Head</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead)</generator><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>clap back</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtu.be/8UoDygYNXzg"&gt;http://youtu.be/8UoDygYNXzg&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtu.be/eIGh4Nc1fAM"&gt;http://youtu.be/eIGh4Nc1fAM&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtu.be/gZwAgHmcj2s"&gt;http://youtu.be/gZwAgHmcj2s&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://youtu.be/2H6H5rSerws"&gt;http://youtu.be/2H6H5rSerws&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/51014713501</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/51014713501</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 17:11:06 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>gentlemanbones:

zeldasboyfriend:

me flirting


You can’t just whip out your cock at somebody man
</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://gentlemanbones.tumblr.com/post/50401059471/zeldasboyfriend-me-flirting-you-cant-just"&gt;gentlemanbones&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://zeldasboyfriend.tumblr.com/post/50152515720/me-flirting"&gt;zeldasboyfriend&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;me flirting&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/1569553e9c0368ec1f6fb1ab02b76857/tumblr_inline_mmmk7vEfss1qz4rgp.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;You can’t just whip out your cock at somebody man&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/51007522257</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/51007522257</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 15:36:04 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>There are a thousand ways to get to New York. It just takes time for you to find another path to becoming a physician. Stay strong today so you conquer the world. Best of luck (:</title><description>&lt;p&gt;thank you anon, i appreciate your encouragement :) i will overcome this latest obstacle as i have all others and become the best physician/human being i can possibly be&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50998549186</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50998549186</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 13:10:02 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>There are many universities out there, try europe. Don't give up!</title><description>&lt;p&gt;thank you my anonymous friend. i was just being butthurt yesterday, but ive already got my new plans in place and am moving forward. all things considered, its probably best i take more time to mature and deal with my problems before enrolling in medical school anyways. so the new plan is: keep living/working/volunteering/raging in seattle while studying to retake the MCAT right before deployment for the Peace Corps. return, reapply, get admitted. plan B is a go&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50998499243</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50998499243</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 13:09:08 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>well i made it through today. im almost done feeling sorry for myself. about to move on to my next set of big plans. here's to hoping i continue to grow and make progress with my life and disorders.</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50977011519</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50977011519</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 04:01:59 -0400</pubDate><category>overcoming</category><category>struggles</category><category>still alive</category><category>survived</category><category>did it on my own like always</category><category>bpd</category><category>failure</category><category>moving on</category><category>plan B</category></item><item><title>same</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/084e89464278304aa92a79488210f8d6/tumblr_mn0fwwENGL1s20b68o2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; http://youtube-personalities.tumblr.com/&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/60cbd71c9024ef398f3806ecb2c97bc0/tumblr_mn0fwwENGL1s20b68o1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; http://youtube-personalities.tumblr.com/&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;p&gt;same&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50975725784</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50975725784</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 03:20:17 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>today will be the hardest day ive ever had to try to survive</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50923273124</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50923273124</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 14:54:26 -0400</pubDate><category>suicide</category></item><item><title>rejected from my last med school</title><description>&lt;p&gt;they didnt even have the decency to tell me in a timely manner so i could start making my alternative plans. fucking assholes. ignored my email too and forced me to call them. i knew today was coming but this sucks. i could really use some love my tumblr community&amp;#8230;.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50920743247</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50920743247</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 14:14:26 -0400</pubDate><category>rejection</category><category>Med School</category><category>failure</category><category>i suck</category><category>fuck</category><category>fuck my life</category><category>i hate everything</category></item><item><title>guess how many followers i have now guys? 69 dude! hahahaha lolololololol ahahaha. im mature</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50920221759</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50920221759</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 14:05:46 -0400</pubDate><category>followers</category><category>hilarious</category><category>69</category><category>mature</category></item><item><title>no matter how many girls i meet that act un ladylike, no matter how many treat me poorly, i will still do my best to be a gentleman</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50887159695</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50887159695</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 01:13:54 -0400</pubDate><category>old school</category><category>gentleman</category><category>relationships</category></item><item><title>starting to get back in shape again…</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/507df884f7e4b0548bd362b5e4173887/tumblr_mn2at2Cnyp1qk81lco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;starting to get back in shape again…&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50846387209</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50846387209</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 16:12:38 -0400</pubDate><category>fitness</category><category>my body</category><category>me</category><category>selfie</category><category>objectify me</category><category>abs</category><category>muscles</category><category>i work out</category><category>myspace photo</category></item><item><title>there are two good things ive discovered about having BPD</title><description>&lt;p&gt;1. we can empathize with and care about others far more strongly than the average individual&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;2. we can feel, get lost in, moved by, and completely immersed in music&amp;#8217;s wonderful embrace&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50819213305</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50819213305</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 09:59:15 -0400</pubDate><category>music saves</category><category>bpd</category><category>positives of bpd</category><category>bright side</category><category>empathy</category></item><item><title>overwhelmed by physical and emotional pain. i just want it all to end</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50814162471</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50814162471</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 08:10:42 -0400</pubDate><category>suicide</category></item><item><title>i want to cut again so badly</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50813752987</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50813752987</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 08:00:32 -0400</pubDate><category>cutting</category><category>relapse</category></item><item><title>AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! GODAMN MY BRAIN AND FUCK MY LIFE</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50813250720</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50813250720</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 07:46:58 -0400</pubDate><category>not okay</category><category>going insane</category><category>bpd</category><category>borderline personality disorder</category><category>type II bipolar disorder</category><category>stressed</category><category>racing thoughts</category><category>nothing seems right</category><category>need an escape</category><category>mental health issues</category></item><item><title>this is what ive devoted my life to. this is what helps me to...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/733b3a4a9531c90cc9892e59bdb5cc5e/tumblr_mmxnldzvIR1qjm9bpo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;this is what ive devoted my life to. this is what helps me to press on. this is what i live for&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50641169818</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50641169818</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 04:24:46 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ae859bf66a417d6afa384068d7f21304/tumblr_mmxg600ucm1qjm9bpo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50639219539</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50639219539</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 03:13:47 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>likeloveadore:

I have no eloquent words left for how enormous this unhappiness feels.
</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://likeloveadore.tumblr.com/post/50635876442"&gt;likeloveadore&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have no eloquent words left for how enormous this unhappiness feels.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50639171287</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50639171287</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 03:12:13 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9chuuH64D1rsc525o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50499491653</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50499491653</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 11:22:02 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>bitch dont be stupid, if you gonna act like a hoe, guys are gonna treat you like a hoe.</title><link>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50485575426</link><guid>http://holeinmychestthesizeofmyhead.tumblr.com/post/50485575426</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 04:39:33 -0400</pubDate><category>relationships</category><category>getting it twisted</category><category>ho fo sho</category><category>hypocrisy</category><category>stupid</category></item></channel></rss>
